So I've been in a real funk lately and hopefully it's over! I had a nice talk w/Luanne and we came to the realization that the one year anniversary was way more meaningful than I'd realized...deep down inside. I really kind of thought that I'd be over the cancer by now and that the one year anniversary would be a nice celebration. Well, no, it doesn't work like that. At least not in my situation. Luanne helped me look at things in a more positive way and rather than thinking of how long it's been, she reminded me of how far we've come in that amount of time. She also reminded me of the fact that change can be good and that just because the Avastin is no longer working, doesn't mean this is the end. That there's many other "cocktails" out there that we can try, so I don't need to sit and worry about that. It was a nice talk w/Luanne and sometimes that's exactly what I need to get my head back in the game.
So...yesterday was my birthday and now I have replaced those horrible birthday memories with happy ones. I ended up having a wonderful day filled with love and happiness, and my honey sent those beautiful flowers to me! What a lucky girl I am :)
Peace to you all ♥ Love, Genie
You are fabulous and doing a fabulous job every single day. Give yourself the credit you deserve! Happy Birthday again.....I love you lots!
ReplyDeleteAlways remember how many your journey has touched. You are a fabulous lady with a heart of gold. I love you more every day! Keep it going my love!!
ReplyDeleteXOXOXO to you and yours Genie!!! Always remember how much you are loved! We are here for you now and always. Change IS good!!! Here's hoping your new cocktail will hit the spot! Stay positive, stay beautiful, stay true to you!!! We all love so very much! XOXOXO
ReplyDeleteThis may not be the life you imagined but it may be a wonderful life that is full of love, laughter, gifts and family and friends that love YOU more than all the books in the library. I personally am quite enamored with you.
ReplyDeleteHAPPINESS & JOY!!!!