Today I received a message from the Obgyn that checked me out on Monday and thank God everything is okay. She mentioned in her message not to worry, that I did not ovulate and that the bleeding was an estrogen withdrawal. Although it still hasn't completely stopped, at least they're aware of the situation and are monitoring the progress. Tomorrow I go in for my 6th chemo treatment and again I will mention what day I'm on (should it continue). This kinda sucks considering by the time it stops, it'll be time to start up again :(
Okay, enough of that talk.
I overheard somebody talking about their grandchildren today and it got me thinking about how I've GOT to beat this, I want to be around and be a grandmother someday! My kids haven't even started dating yet, and I just want them to find their perfect match out there and be happy. With "first love" comes heartache and although I never want my children to experience a broken heart, I know it's inevitable and I want to be the one they come to when they're having dating issues and questions about life in general. That's my job and I'm not about to go down without a fight. It hadn't dawned on me until now that my children not only need their mother right now, they need their mother for a LONG time. I know I sure need mine right about now.
Today I want to FIGHT this cancer. It is not welcomed and the sooner it's gone, the better!!
Peace to you all!! Genie
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Whew...thank god!
ReplyDeleteHave a quiet and relaxing weekend my friend and see ya next year.
Peace, Love and Prayers
Brenda
Hi Genie,
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy to hear that the OBGYN stuff was okay. You are going to be here for your kids, you are fighting this and you are doing a great job, keeping a positive attitude and your children are blessed to have you for their mother. Happy New Year, this is going to be a good year.
Love,
Roberta
I didn't think it would be anything more than excess bleeding....although I am glad they went ahead and double checked. GOOD NEWS is awesome! Here is to a great 2010, Genie.....you will fight and win this battle.
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