Just stuff...

I haven't blogged in awhile and I apologize, it's kind of rude of me to bring you all into my life and then shut the door occasionally. There's nothing in particular going on and there's no need to worry about me, I've just been going through life. Actually, it's coming up on a year in a few weeks that I discovered the lump in my breast and that's sort of been weighing on my mind. What if I had caught it sooner? Would it have metastasized? Would I be sitting here cancer free as a result of catching it early? It's been a long year and are we much closer to killing this cancer? One side of me wants to say no, that we have a LONG ways to go, but the other side says that we've killed some already and these things take time. I know things aren't going to work in my time, but rather in God's time, so I need to relax. It's so easy to say these things, but sometimes it's actually hard to sit back and trust that we're on the right path. I do believe, and I pray all the time, but honestly, it's hard when you don't know what's going on inside of you. I have another scan coming in October/November sometime, but I wish I could monitor it much more frequently. Like a portable x-ray machine. That would be cool. I would probably use it everyday to see how things were coming along. So in the meantime, I've got to be patient, and that's VERY hard for me to do. If you know me...that's almost impossible :(

Thanks for checking in on me. Today I want to spread LOVE and JOY, so kisses for everyone ♥ (*SMOOCH*) xoxo

Peace to you all ♥ Love, Genie