Peace to you all ~ Love, Genie
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Location:Palm Ave,Sacramento,United States
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Hey I'm back, For Now......
I haven't blogged in forever because I just haven't had the energy to do so, sorry everyone. I don't know if it's the chemo that I'm on, or the cancer is just starting to wear on me, but my body is definitely tired. I've been fighting this struggle for 2 1/3 years now and it's starting to really wear on me. I have a constant cough because of the nodules in my lungs, which makes life really difficult to breath. When I'm not coughing, I'm trying to catch my breath, and if you can imagine how fun that is...well, it's not. Each day I wake up and I'm surprised to still be here. I'm not trying to say that I'm giving up, but I am getting pretty tired of this fight, it's hard, very hard now. I decided to tell Dr. Rohatgi that I didn't want the bone & ct scans that he had ordered for this week, that it was just too much for me. I told him that maybe next month after my chemo we could do it. Maybe. I don't know what to do at this point but pray, hopefully God will tell me whether or not it's almost my time. Either way, I will be with those who love me. I just want to feel comfortable again and able to breath without struggling. Please pray for me to find peace.
Peace to you all ~ Love, Genie
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Peace to you all ~ Love, Genie
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad
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There is absolutely NO reason for you to be sorry.You have been battling this ridiculous disease for over 2 years and are tired. You are allowed to be tired and allowed to feel the way you do. If you don't want scans.....then don't get them. You deserve to be comfortable. I love you lots and want you to be comfortable and at peace.
ReplyDeleteGenie, your strength and positive outlook these past 2 years have been amazing! You have held your head high and shared your journey with such honesty and poise. We all love you and only want you to be comfortable and do what works for you. I have no doubt you are in the prayers of many and hope you find comfort in that. Like Lu said, no apologies, just take care of you, do what works for you and know how very much you are loved! Love ya girlfriend!
ReplyDeleteGenie,
ReplyDeleteYOU have nothing to apologize for. You are never far from our thoughts and ALWAYS in our prayers. YOU are a strong, determined woman, with MANY people who love and support you. Your heart will continue to lead you. YOU amaze me and I wish for you comfort and peace! You are loved ALWAYS in ALL WAYS! HUGS!
Dearest Genie: As the previous people have said, there is nothing for you to apologize for.
ReplyDeleteFor the past 2+ years you have demonstrated superior ability to cope with severe 'kicks in the shins'. You are an inspiration to all of us.
Please know that we ALL are praying for you, and all of your family!!
LOVE YA!!
Charley
Oh Genie, you are such a wonderful, caring person. No apologies ever - you have had a hard road these last couple of years and you've shown us all your strength, your willingness to try whatever has been offered to you to fight this disease. Please know that we are all here for you always, that we just want you to have peace and no pain. It is your life and you can decide how you want to live it. Please let us know how we can help to make it easier for you and for John and the kids. Love you Genie, so much, so honored that you are my friend.
ReplyDeletePlease know that not a day goes by that I don't pray for you to be without pain and joyful with the loves of your life. You have always been special to me and taught me how to be a better person these past 2+ years with your grace and tenacity. You are an amazing woman. I love you and wish you peace.
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Genie, please know that we are thinking about you and wish peace for you and your wonderful family. Vicki and I are so sorry that you're suffering so but we are comforted in the knowledge that hospice will bring you much needed relief. We love you and are so happy that you are among those who love you most.
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