I couldn't find anyone to come with me to the doctors this morning, so I came alone. Usually it's no big deal, but this morning has been kind of hard. I'm here for my monthly Zometa treatment and after checking in they reminded me that I should have had had my blood work done already, so I went across the hall to do it. While waiting, I saw a gentleman with a huge part of the back of his head missing and staples in it's place. I started crying as I looked around at the different faces of cancer and how it has no boundaries, it doesn't discriminate, it just attacks whomever it wants to. I didn't ask to be a part of this club and I wish I could get out of it, but apparently I'm one of those unlucky ones who is in it for life. I'm now sitting in the cafeteria looking silly as I'm crying my head off, I told you it was a bad day :( They gave me a voucher to sit and eat in the cafeteria until my lab work was done, but of course I can't eat.
I hope my lab work is done soon because now I have a headache from crying :( life sucks sometimes.
Peace to you all ~ Love, Genie
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I wish I was close enough to go with you to the doctor!
ReplyDeleteI know you'd be there if you could Luanne, there's no doubt about it. Today is a much better day. I guess I started off fragile yesterday, but when I saw a full lobby of cancer patients and then that man walking by just sent me over the edge. Glad I don't have to see that everyday. Love you!
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