Today I found out that a co-worker who had retired a couple years ago passed away last night of cancer. She had been dealing with it for awhile and finally lost her battle. Fran was a wonderful lady, I really liked her a lot. She was the life of the party, always made me laugh. She loved her family so much, I don't remember ever not talking about her family at some point in the conversation.
When I heard the news of Fran's passing it really hit me hard. I actually haven't been able to think of anything else all day. I guess the reason it was especially hard to hear was the fact that it was cancer that finally took her from us. And also, the fact that I don't want to be next. When I saw the email go around the office, I envisioned my own email. Would it be just like that? So final? What would everyone be saying about me? Would there be a card on the counter to sign for the family?
As I sit here crying, I think, this isn't healthy to think this way, it isn't accomplishing anything. Instead, I will turn my frown upside down and remind myself that I have a lot of living to do. Fran was a lot older than I, and for some reason it was her time to go. She will surely be missed. I hope that someday they find a cure for cancer, but in the meantime, I will continue to battle this as hard as I possibly can. (From the little engine that could), I THINK I CAN, I THINK I CAN, I KNOW I CAN, I KNOW I CAN...
Peace to you all ♥ Love, Genie
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You CAN!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI love you. I am sorry my mind was in another place yesterday. I did not realize you were hurting so bad. Babe, you and I have MANY years left, so do not fret the passing of Fran. Just keep the memories of here in your head!
Yes you ARE! I agree with John. Many years lots to live. You are living Genie. Please accept respect regarding the passing of your friend. Enjoy today and all that it has to offer.
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